I'm going off tomorrow. I haven't packed heh. I'm craving for apples. It's been a week. I had to put up with bananas. Sheesh.

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Earth, I'm bored.

Bye:)

I guess I could call it a Twilight post?

Uhm Nat. I'm kinda E.C. contaminated already lol.

Yeah I watched twilight. Finally. I was like Mum I wanna watch Twilight, that okay with you?

Angau ku balit haha. Kdk org gila:)

Yeahhhhhhhh I love Edward Cullen. Sorry,Nat. Couldn't resist.

Need to read the book so don't tell me anything yet cos the movie was "farrr from what's in the book" am I right. Well I need to read it to know.

But hey, I'm not obsessed. YET. Lol.

Still listening to Decode heh.

My blog title never makes sense so why bother:)

I think I miss blogging. Wait. No. It's something else that I miss heh.

So yeah I'm kinda frustrated I haven't watched twilight yet. I think. Don't ask me how I feel. Lately, I'm not too sure of myself. So yeah. I'll stick with I don't know just for a bit.

I can't stop listening to decode. Maybe I do have a thing for Paramore. I guess it's cos I can do that Hayley Williams voice thing. No, I can't sound like her. I can reach her notes. Rather well. It's not that high. I think. Here's where I tell myself to just stop thinking.

My teacher wants my exercise books. Crap. I'll just pretend I lost my composition book. Truth is, I never did any of the compositions:) Sorry. Best student? Uhr, I think they need to reconsider that.

Okay my ears hurt. Music's too loud. Sheesh.

God I wish I could sing really loudly right now. It makes me uhr happier, somehow. But almost everyone is home. If it's just grammy that'd be easy. She can barely hear bah.

I wish I were a witch. The good kind. Cos that'd be awesome. And I hate it when I read these kind of stuff or watch those movies. I wish that it'd be real. But it's not. Kiddish huh? I thought so. But heck, I'm not allowing myself to think right now.

I shopped. I spent 500 bucks in just a couple of minutes if you minus the part where I eat, walk and stuff. I didn't take long in the shops. Cos I knew what I want. So that was really quick and easy.

I saw Ian at Starbucks. No Jackie though. So no discount lol. But I wasn't buying.

Okay bye Imma go memorise stuff. I think I'm gonna go with Italian for the party. I hope they'll eat. They better:)

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To my beloved sejarah whore, Lii:),
HAPPY SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY BEEECH!
I LOVE YOUUUUUUUU!!!

Asmah's complaining cos I haven't been updating my blog. I miss you twig. Lol.

Holiday's been dull. Extremely. I wish I can just go anywhere I want to. Walk. Just walk. I like walking. But nooooooooooooooo, the world's too dangerous. I can't just go out like that.

Everyone seems to be obsessed with Edward Cullen. I haven't read the book so I don't know. But I dreamt of looking for the book at some bookstore. Weird. I guess someone's trying to tell me to read it. I'll do that. Soon.

I graduated:) Uhm ITS thingy lol. It was weird. I got an award. It was super hilarious.

My mum baked chocolate cupcakes:) they just got out of the oven. Imma go down and eat now. lol. Bye oh and I miss everyone:):):)

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I am a bottle.
I hate it when I get too full.

Rayyan: Dinosaur!!! *throws book*

Heeeeee guess what?????? I FOUND THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!! I FOUND THEM!!!!!!!! I FOUND THEM!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I FOUND THEM! Yes, that obviously shows that I'm super excited like a kid given a limey green ice cream. Or any ice cream. I'm gonna drag someone to sunnyhill. For ice cream and ice cream only. ICE CREAM! I bet you're wondering what I've found. Maybe not if you're some kind of a psychic or you just know cos you're smart and all and bla bla bla yeah whatever.

I FOUND THEM!!!!!!

Mr. Triceratops and Ms. Brontosaurus :):)

I just wanted to tell the world that:) I have more pictures of em. Anyway, I want ice cream. *waves bye bye*

Blahs and sixteen ishty isht whatever that means:)

Don't waste your time reading this post lol. It's super unnecessary.

I don't know why but somehow I feel bitter. And slightly different. I don't know. Something feels different. Maybe it's me. Could be the people around me. Or maybe it's just today and yesterday and the day before that and before that too and yes, before that as well. Hmm. I don't know. As simple as that. I don't know. Maybe it's the coffee I had hours ago lol. But then again, I'm really not sure at all. I feel something, it's there, I feel it, but I have completely no idea what it is. It has nothing to do with anything or anyone at all (well, that' what I think) I'm just uncertain. It's something different. That's how much I know for now. It's different. That's all there is to it for now. It's confusing. Oh whatever it is that you're thinking, I'm not depressed, sad, "emo" at all. God, no.

I think my brother's watching some disney channel movie. I heard the walt disney opening thingy where you see the castle and stuff heh.

Oh you know what I recently discovered? (okay not recently. I've had a thought or two about this before.) I realised that I'm a pleaser. A. PLEASER. of all the things, I'm a pleaser.Pretty much everything I do, (well most of them anyway) I do to please other people, seldom myself, but other people. THEM. By pleasing them, I don't mean impressing them or letting them know how good I am. No. I don't do it to impress. Not at all. Far. Wayyyy far from that. You wanna know why I'm a pleaser? It's simple really. And I think it makes perfect sense. I hate seeing people angry and furious over something so discrete and unimportant because people do that. A LOT. I hate that. I really just hate that. So I please them. To make them happy. Happy happy happy happy happy oh so happy. That's just it.Being the bloody idiotic pleaser that I am, have been, probably will always be, I let those people step on me however they like. I ignore the fact that it makes me unhappy, sad and even angry, sometimes. I just let them. They like doing it. They enjoy stepping on me. Well I prefer them happy rather than angry and snappy. So I bloody let them do it. TO. PLEASE. THEM. I let them be disrespectful. I hate seeing people angry. Especially, unnecessarily, which in my case, happens a lot. But I'm okay with that. They think it's easy for me and I don't do anything here. Well they're wrong. Though I'm really okay with that. Step on me as you please. Go ahead. Be happy. I'll be okay:):):) As always.

Anyway, let's just leave THAT to that. I'm better now.

1. I had coffee today. In fact, I had a hot toffee nut latte:) It was tasty.

2. Jackie gave me a discount. We bought 3 drinks. He gave me a discount of 30%. Yes, that's pretty awesome. Basically, my drink was free. We only paid for the other 2.

3. I'm starting to feel that Starbucks people really love me. Free stickers, a tiny cup, pepper(don't ask), a drink and discounts. Yay:)

4. I saw Ian. With his laptop. And his red starbucks shirt. And gosh, his cute face with the blurry expression. He's adorable. And nice. Ladeedaaaa.

5. I finished reading LOVED WALKED IN by Marisa de los Santos. Wow, I'm glad I bought it. It's really nice.

6. I went out yesterday. With a bunch of schoolmates. I had fun. And I went to Bing!(my mum was half freaking out when she found out) I didn't really notice the waiters this time. Because the guy with the really cool afro was distracting. He gave me my strawberry smoothie. I said thank you and smiled. Cos his hair was plain awesome, okay.

7. Oh heck yeah, I just totally had a dejavu moment there.

8. Eric and Damien are really nice people. But I don't know them. I just texted them to tell them I can't make it to agc. But yeah, they're nice people.

9. I freaked out when my dad came home late yesterday. Sheesh.

10. I lost some pictures. I lost the picture of Mr. Triceratops and Ms. Brontosaurus. Bummer.

11. My sister is molesting my other sister. Not literally. It's disgusting. Super disgusting. Gosh. Eew. Get out.

12. I was listening to Damien Rice and Lisa Hannigan today while it rained heavily outside. I felt uhm not so sunny. They're 2 of my favourite singers. Probably my favourite singers. I haven't quite decided on that yet. Never did. Probably never will.

13. I'll show you what sunset is like here at my house, someday:) It's really nice. I'll make you have a sleepover here lol.

14. My brother's watching hsm 3. Lol. I'll watch it someday.

15. I feel okay. Okay kinda okay. Yeah. Just okay.

16. I'm not 16. I'm 3.

17. Yes I'm saying goodbye now. Bye:)

Today's Random Isht.

Hello:) Well, I found out I'm pretty good at this disappearing act. Whatever that means. Wait, i know what I meant. Why did I type that out?

Hee so I'm back and guess what? I still hate my keyboard.

Yes I'm just throwing random isht (not cursing, I'm 3) on this blankety blank blank blank thingy.

I watched power rangers. It wasn't as good as the one I used to watch wayyyyyyyy back when I was still in kindy. Uhm I think it's the mighty morphine power rangers. Right.

I want that(up there). Meet dinopig. I thought it was rather well, different. Beats spiderpig. Lol. I'm gonna make a dinopig song. Someday. Just you wait.

I find this rather weird (and i find myself doing it quite often too it's really freaky) I speak to myself. In my head. And well, uhr I have a British accent. Yes. British. So that's cool. At least i think it is. Heck, I don't care what you say. But right now as I'm typing this out(wait, I'm excited all of a sudden. I'm writing again heh. Weee) the voice inside my head is Charlie's. Yeah. Awesome. Charlie is awesome. And he's hot. And I shall declare something now. He's mine. Yes, I am aware that that doesn't make sense at all. But he's mine.

So I'm going to this BBQ party. It's my uncle's birthday. Anyway, next year I want a really cool birthday card. LIKE THAT ONE ON TOP. Oh don't worry, I'm aware of my retardedness and that that word doesn't exist in any dictionary. But it has a place in my head if no one wants it.







So Charlie is hot. Lalala. Bye. Mine mine mine mine:) No I'm not doing a fangirl post like Ida. But Charlie is hot.